glory!

"korang ada laser ingat boleh menang?
kita ada Shahrul Idlan Talaha!

APADEHAL?"
*nama bapak sekali aku sebut. haha



tapi fav aku dari dulu lagi tetap mamat ni

mohamad muslim (:

listen

"kau beri rasa yang berbeda
mungkin ku salah
mengartikannya yang ku rasa cinta


tetapi hatiku
selalu menginginkanmu
terlalu menginginkanmu
selalu menginginkanmu


kau hancurkan hatiku
hancurkan lagi
kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu"

_{yes, this is taken from a song by peterpan.
idk why all this words keep playing here
inside me}

for girls
it's all about mathematical factors

*when i said math, it means money!

can you HATE and LOVE a person at the same time?
_{*i did}

kau

"kau ingat, kau pakai baju TOPMAN atas bawah
luar dalam tu kau HOT la?
pfftt"

*okay aku jealous -.- i cant afford to hv that

tukar baju

aku baru tengah tukar baju kat waterpark bukit merah
ada pulak pakcik sebelah aku buat hal
tiba tiba buka benda alah kecik tu


aku pulak :

" PAKCIK? KENAPA MACAM KECIK SANGAT JE? "

*HAHA!

aku jerit dalam hati :)

minyak

KM 400 aku tiba,
kelibat kereta berduyun-duyun didpn mata,
aku pelik lagi terpingga-pingga,
apakah dia yg berlaku dihujung sana?

setapak lagi setapak keretaku meniti,
semakin hampir dengan destinasi,
pabila aku lihat disisi,
ya Allah! kemalangan dahsyat yg terjadi!

*tiga biji kereta hancur lumat mamah sama sendiri

terkumat kamit bibir berbisik sepi,
ya Allah jauhkanlah ini dari kami.

namun,
belum sempat luahkan lega dihati,
tiba-tiba keretaku pula yg terhenti,
hati ceramuk sana dan sini,
tertanya-tanya apa bakal terjadi.

kereta terus dipandu kekiri,
supaya bahaya dapat dijauhi,
keluh kesah didalam hati,
Allah sahaja yang mengerti.

ayahku terus lontarkan suaranya bertubi-tubi,
"cepat keluar! cepat keluar! kosongkan kereta!"

telefon bimbit segera dicari,
"telefon PLUS cepat!" teriaknya lagi.

terkebil-kebil jari mencari,
skrg pulak la dia hilang ntah kemana pergi -.-
duduk la aku bertenggek macam org menunggu mati

sedetik senafas berlalu
trelar bagak laju berlari di dpn aku.
siap poyo pasangkan lampu -.-
tak boleh besar lagi warna biru

selekoh tajam, gelap gelita jadi teman setia.
sedia jadi tontonan mesra
badanku kaku seribu bahasa
mak ai sejuk! korang tak rasa! *haha!

jantung kencang menendang dada
cuak dirasa sudah tidak terkata
rasa sprt ajal sudah tiba
aku berada dihujung nyawa




aku cuma mampu berdoa
"ya Allah, hambamu masih belum sedia jangan tarik semua dgn segera"
amin.

don't be shock when someone seems very perfect
actually just a perfake

sequel

if you love your country
people call it
a patriot or patriotic


but in my case
i love my school, my old school
so
should it be schoolitic? *ewwww


i call it


SASERIOTIC!

"that is a place we used to be"
. . .


handphone kita sama?
how? waw. don't ask me how it's happened

is it fated to be?
i prefer coincidence as the word
*maybe

:)

i hardly try to smile
then continue watching

mahai

I'M A SASERIOTIC (:
*tanya kalau tak phm


first semester final exam *done!
toefl test *done!
second semester final exam *coming soon! *sigh


looking forward to finish my study (as soon as possible)
haha :)
nothing more than that for now.

yes, nothing.
_{*there is something, but it is not a distraction, i call it a catalyst}

a proud raksaser
a very proud omegatron

kamilah putera harapan

damn! why they are sooo f-ing easy to fall in love?


_{*yes, im envy with 'em}

yes 'em

tiba tiba aku emosi malam ni
jenguk gmbr sana sini
berguna betul facebook ni

hm. terasa betul bila tgk gmbr lama aku kat saser dulu
yes, mmg dua tahun. sekejap en?
yes, mmg boys schl. bosan en?

TAK
dua tahun yg lama dan pnjg
dua tahun dgn kwn yg setia menunggu dan bersama selalu
dua tahun ikat kasih dan sayang

aku rindu
aku tak tipu
tolong lah percaya aku

banyak aku belajar kat sini
banyak sgt dah aku tempuhi
semua dah aku lalui
yang tinggal smua kenangan saki baki

aku rindu
aku tak tipu

aku nak minta ampun maaf
terutama selama aku pandu pasukan kadet aku
aku dari dulu sampai la habis sekolah ni
tak pernah sekali aku lupa saat aku dgn korg smua
aku tahu, aku tak bagus mana pn lead korg smua
tapi aku beruntung ada pasukan mcm korg

korg bersemangat
korg jitu

maafkan la smua salah silap aku
tolong la maafkan semua kesalahan aku
keterlaluan aku
kekasaran bahasa aku
aku nak buat terbaik
aku cuba terbaik
percaya la aku

aku buat semua utk korg, utk sekolah
tak ada ape pn utk aku
aku tumpang sekali je

tapi apakan daya
aku tetap gagal bawa kejayaan yg diimpikan semua
aku rasa aku gagal
hnya sebilangan kejayaan dibawa
tak cukup bagi korg kan? aku paham


aku tak cukup bagus
maafkan aku
maafkan aku
kadet pertahanan awam SASER 08/09



honestly in deep love with you all

our pictures, still here. forever and always.

so far away
and now i just need you here

equal right sana sini
wanita boleh sana wanita boleh sini
apa lelaki boleh buat?
semua perempuan boleh

tapi bila masuk bab tu,
kenapa kena lelaki jugak dulu?
mana equal right?
-______________________-

dark blue

lama tak mengarut sana sini. (:
err, ape nak ckp tadi eh. HAH! korg kenal tak group yg sangat world-famous satu ketika dahulu ni?
bukan wonder girl, tu latest sgt.
ape? bunkface? kau ni indie sgt la.
KRU pun bukan. HAHA *bila lak KRU satu dunia kenal? ;p



ni ha! (: mst sgt kenal en? power rangers! ni frst punya power rangers kut.
time ni aku baru umur berape kerat je. nk kira jari pn tak brape nak boleh lagi.
HAHA
fav aku yg hijau tu. tapi dia tade lak dlm gmbr ni );
sedih betul.

korg pernah tgok dia berubah en? sgt dhsyt. nk berubah pn nk ada gaya smua.
haha. dia berubah nk selamat en org. yg penting, dia berubah sbb their noble heart. (:




berubah penting en? tapi. apa kata tgok yg ni pulak.



hmm. kesian. dia sgt baik. tlg org sana sini. lagi baik dari power rangers tadi act, sbb dia buat keje sorg sorg je. tapi, org bkn stakat tak be thankful with it. but, dorg keji lagi.
siap ckp dia villain smua. tuduh dia nk make up smua accdnt yg jadi.
hm, smua human kind ada limit en? mcm dia. bila dah smpai limit dia.
dia terus tukar jadi yg hitam tu. THE VENOM :D
*nak gempak je nama HAHA

tu la, bak kata org tua. bila dah tak ada baru rindu. bila dah tak ada baru cari.
manusia manusia. masa dia depan mata, kau tanak appreciate kau kutuk smua. kau tak nmpk ape dia buat. KAU BUTA!
-.-
emo sat. jap jap, rest 5min


. . .

. . . . ..

. . . .. ... .



*after 5 minutes
HEHE

ok ok, wht im trying to say is about TRUST, trustworthiness. (:
sometime, org dah nampak smua. kau dah nmpk. kau dah taw. tapi kau still tak pcaya.
kenapa?
kesian superhero ni. dah baik smua. tapi org tak pcaya.
hm. kalau dia jadi jahat? org kutuk pulak. *sigh



_{cuba try pecaya skit mamat tu (:}

to arrange every little words and express it to you that "i like you"
isn't as easy as clicking the "like" button in Facebook

random?
yeaaaa i know, but still. it's not-too-random-babe
HEHE
i'm eagerly want to know you (:

LOSER LOSER LOSER
-.-
yea, u can call me that over and over again

down to earth

world is flat? *circle stupid!

i want to run away!
*stupid! you're not running away, you just run closer to her

stoned

So you think

you can stone me

and spit me

in the eyes?

So you think

you can love me

and leave me

to die

In your eyes?

glory glory city!

WAH!

tersgt hebat. haha.

superrrb gila skrg ni.

tak sia sia aku gaduh gn nu'man pasal kau.

tak sia sia aku support kau masa kau kalah teruk

tak sia sia aku jerit kuat kuat masa korg menang dgn arsenal last season

tak sia sia aku duduk tgok match kau sorg sorg kat common room tuah dulu

tak sia sia aku susah payah cari jersey kau sana sini

tak sia sia aku kena kutuk gila babi sbb support kau

tak sia sia aku practice selalu dgn team kau bila main FIFA. HAHA

now aku boleh chill and relax pakai jersey kau dgn bangga sana sini.

:DD

tu lah, sape suruh fart-the-son yg tua tu jual tevez kat city?

kan dah nyesal tak ingt dunia. HAHAHA!

now org tua tu nak hantar rooney lak kat city?

terbaik!

mmg lagi mantap lepas ni. lai lai leng cai!

city mmg tmpt paling best utk rebelion main.

HAHA!

lepas ni lingkup en terus setan merah. ((:

F

am why effe end

_*translate

M Y F N

_{*translate again}

Miss You Fitrah Nabilah

(:

"You were drink, smoke, and such a slut.

but i still love you"

maya, william hayes's daughter.

definitely, maybe

I HATE YOU!

you fucking my life!

you pissed on my face!

you kick my ass with your bitch leg!

you are nothing more than a miserable for me

your stubborn big head will never understand my feeling, my heart, and even myself.

OUH, GOD DAMN IT!

I'M FUCKING HATE YOU!

_{"ouh god, why your name still stuck here? here in my head, somewhere inside here.}

_{what is this?" *sigh}

beautiful? HOT?

i'm a boy, so idk why. i'm just giving sort of opinion ere (:

if a boy, walk to a girl.

and said

" omg, you r beautiful "

be proud girls

he is telling the truth

:)

if a boy, walk to a girl.

and said

" omg, you hot "

then, act there is notin. so dont proud of it.

he not looking at you

he looking at yours.

HAHA!

*you knw wht i mean right?

_{yes, you are beautiful F (:}

TQ

L word

i just dont get it. why ppl easily express their "love" to someone else. evnto they dont have any feeling to the othr person -.-

i'm a narrow minded person?

I DONT CARE

i never fell for anyone

i never needed to

but somehow i just find myself

in need someone like you

so how should i go up to you?

and tell you how i needed you

i think i have to help myself

or else i'd be a fool

seeing you with someone else

just break my heart in two

-.-

such a pathetic.

dont judge me if you dont even know wht happen to me ok?

berubah?

kepala kau. -.-

ah, lantak lah org nk ckp ape. dorg ada mulut boleh ckp. aku bayar zakat bkn utk tutup mulut dorg. tp menyedih en lah kau. nak ckp aku berubah bagai.

HAHA

kau taw je hidup aku cmne? kau bkn taw aku buat ape smua. so bttr u keep ur mouth shut!

ok, enough with cursing ni.

*sigh~

*tarik nafas *lepas

HAHA!

aku jumpa girl mcm kau

sumpah ada gaya kau

sangat

just dia nampak matured lg la

and

sekali tgok aku terus terbayang kau masa dah masuk U semua

haih

believe me, kau mst kena kejar puluhan atau mungkin ratusan lelaki

percaya la

and now nak pakai braces pulak

hm

habis sekolah

rambut dye brown skit.

hm

_{hope u enjoy ur life after school (:}

FIFA 10

superb match! but still a loser -.-

aku kalah time 2nd round. with my own roomate

cett, apasal la satu group gn dia.

but nvm.

aku kalah bermaruah *alasan nk sedap en hati. HAHA

tp serious match of the day.

dia lead dulu aku kut, one nile

-.-

akibat corner kick. damn!

gol ayam!

HAHA

aku dah down. tp aku tak hirau en pyokong yg tak habis habis support Barcelona -.-

tapi aku? the only person using MANCHESTER CITY in this game.

hebat en?

evnto aku guna city yg smua org pelik sbb aku guna team ni.

still, i win with proud on the frst round 4-1 HAHA!

sambung balik.

tiba tiba, robinho dpt bola *SHOOT!

what-a-GOAAAL!

superb sial!

equaliser! terbaik!

tapi xde extra time, terus penalty shoot out. damn -.-

aku kalah 6-5 kat penalty. hebat gila en?

HAHA

sengit nak mampus. padahal city je en? (:

*tu la, dia g smbhyg asar dulu.

kau nk tggu dah hbs baru smbhyg -.-

currently sgt happy.

gedik punya fifi ((:

Universiti Malaya

when i trying to find happiness and enjoy my life

suddenly

what i found is just

EMPTINESS

-.-

this is not me

not i'm used to be.

(:

*so stop it

last but not least,

honestly im fell in love with Universiti Malaya

_{*i dont know why, but i felt my life suppose to be like that -.-}

missed call

answer my call please?

damn missing you now.

just you can stop what you already started.

):

i need you now

and i'm not lying

please

please arie, don't start it again
don't start crying again.

rugi air
air mahal skrg ni
-.-
merepek


its ok, she not meant to be with you. (:

yes, you

i'm desperate for your voice

you

i'm totally believe tht you don't even need me to happy and enjoy ur life (:

next year

just a few months left.
is that enough?
-.-

idts

emak

tolong laaaa!
cari la phone tu.
cari
curi
amik
sorok tmpt lain!

txt aku cpt!
rindu txt kau ):

vending machine

first day

balik openhse
dahaga gila
cari vending machine
nak 7 up!
masuk rm 1.30
adoi!
tempat syiling rosak
trpaksa guna rm 2
xde balance lak tu
-_____-

*tekan 7 up
tunggu tunggu
o.O
kuar kuar pepsi.
SHIT!

second day

aku dahaga
so kena beli air.

pergi kat vending machine
cari 7 up, AH! ada!
masuk rm1.30
tekan 7 up

*tak keluar
tekan tekan tekan!
-..-
tertekan aku!
baru nk curse sana sini *tak sabar
baru keluar

fuh lega.
dpt minum.
*pegang tin
adoi! tak sejuk pulak!

ish.
takpe la. minum je.
*buka tin
BRUSST!
adoi! apesal lak gas ni kuar smpai melimpah ni!
-.-
dpt minum half tin je.

not evrytin yg kita nk, kita bole dpt
evnto kita dah letak effort yg spatut ye.

aku dah letak dah rm1.30
mmg effort yg spatut ye.

aku dah siap pilih.
spatut ye kuar la air yg aku nak.
ni kuar air lain. -.-

bila dah kuar air yg aku nak.
tak kena pulak.
haih
tak sejuk la, melimpah la.

_{so jgn letak hope tggi sgt evrytime buat sumtin (:
tu vending machine. kalau hidup aku sndr cmne?
-.-}

miss you

" i miss you "

this word maybe just a common word for you
but it's not for me.


now i'm totally confuse either you have the same thoughts with me or not. -.-

darling (:

meet my darling!

OMG!
i love you sooo much <3

_{*bkn warna sebenar. kutip kat google je ni. malas snap. (: original clr lg lawa. hehe}

few days ni aku pakai cincin.
why?



don't ask me why.
-.-

beraya

ok, terkejut semua ada time mama dia call aku.
sumpah. aftr all thing tat hppn. sgt tak sgka mama dia nk call aku.
pdhal aku mmg nk cntact mama dia. nk mintak maaf smua.
tp aku rasa not now la, ape la, take time gila.
last last mama dia yg cntact dulu.
MALU!
SEGAN!
TERKEJUT -.-

and now dia ajak aku dtg sana beraya. aku lak, errrr.
ok ok.
think positive. (: just beraya as friends. coz nxt year pn tataw cmne en? smpat ke tak smua.
so aku decide pgi je sana.
ok cool.



tp byk kena cancel ni -____-

1. balik rawang teman ibu aku, sbb ayah aku g Brisbane *cancel
2. amik hadiah anugerah cemerlang utk taman aku *cancel
3. community service utk college aku. kena siap en 10 jam. ingt nk settle en 8jam jumaat tu *cancel
3. hang gn lydia, dah la dia nk tlg aku bwk fitrah *pun cancel



haih. xpe, next year myb tak smpat raya gn dia.
so aku tak kesah cancel smua bnda bagai ni.

aku pergi (:

ARGGHHH!

merepek arie! merepek! semua merepek!



i hate this feeling. i dont like it at all.
please go! go away!

i dont need this!
i dont want it!

_{i prefer it to be empty. no love please (:}

ape aku merepek ni?
-.-
lupa en semua post aku.
mengarut semua.



leave me alone

no love, not now (:

hellah luyah!
aku pn tataw cmne spelling yg btl.
:D
so bedal je.



just nk thnks to all my friends (:
sumpah korg bg semangat semua.
judge all the things balik.
jgn ikut perasaan semua.


thnks aina, hanisah, faeez, tek, kamarul.
sudi jgk korg dgr bebelan aku.



THANKS SEMUA!

"err, fi. u nak tak jd partner i utk prom i?"
tu je ayat trbaik yg aku dpt figure out skrg. -.-
tolong!