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Thursday, December 30, 2010

glory!



"korang ada laser ingat boleh menang?
kita ada Shahrul Idlan Talaha!

APADEHAL?"

*nama bapak sekali aku sebut. haha



tapi fav aku dari dulu lagi tetap mamat ni

mohamad muslim (:






Wednesday, December 29, 2010

listen




"kau beri rasa yang berbeda
mungkin ku salah
mengartikannya yang ku rasa cinta


tetapi hatiku
selalu menginginkanmu
terlalu menginginkanmu
selalu menginginkanmu


kau hancurkan hatiku
hancurkan lagi
kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu"







yes, this is taken from a song by peterpan.
idk why all this words keep playing here
inside me





Saturday, December 25, 2010





for girls
it's all about mathematical factors

*when i said math, it means money!





Wednesday, December 22, 2010







can you HATE and LOVE a person at the same time?
*i did




Tuesday, December 21, 2010

kau





"kau ingat, kau pakai baju TOPMAN atas bawah
luar dalam tu kau HOT la?
pfftt"


*okay aku jealous -.- i cant afford to hv that




tukar baju

aku baru tengah tukar baju kat waterpark bukit merah
ada pulak pakcik sebelah aku buat hal
tiba tiba buka benda alah kecik tu


aku pulak :

" PAKCIK? KENAPA MACAM KECIK SANGAT JE? "

*HAHA!



aku jerit dalam hati :)





minyak

KM 400 aku tiba,
kelibat kereta berduyun-duyun didpn mata,
aku pelik lagi terpingga-pingga,
apakah dia yg berlaku dihujung sana?

setapak lagi setapak keretaku meniti,
semakin hampir dengan destinasi,
pabila aku lihat disisi,
ya Allah! kemalangan dahsyat yg terjadi!

*tiga biji kereta hancur lumat mamah sama sendiri

terkumat kamit bibir berbisik sepi,
ya Allah jauhkanlah ini dari kami.

namun,
belum sempat luahkan lega dihati,
tiba-tiba keretaku pula yg terhenti,
hati ceramuk sana dan sini,
tertanya-tanya apa bakal terjadi.

kereta terus dipandu kekiri,
supaya bahaya dapat dijauhi,
keluh kesah didalam hati,
Allah sahaja yang mengerti.

ayahku terus lontarkan suaranya bertubi-tubi,
"cepat keluar! cepat keluar! kosongkan kereta!"

telefon bimbit segera dicari,
"telefon PLUS cepat!" teriaknya lagi.

terkebil-kebil jari mencari,
skrg pulak la dia hilang ntah kemana pergi -.-
duduk la aku bertenggek macam org menunggu mati

sedetik senafas berlalu
trelar bagak laju berlari di dpn aku.
siap poyo pasangkan lampu -.-
tak boleh besar lagi warna biru

selekoh tajam, gelap gelita jadi teman setia.
sedia jadi tontonan mesra
badanku kaku seribu bahasa
mak ai sejuk! korang tak rasa! *haha!

jantung kencang menendang dada
cuak dirasa sudah tidak terkata
rasa sprt ajal sudah tiba
aku berada dihujung nyawa




aku cuma mampu berdoa
"ya Allah, hambamu masih belum sedia jangan tarik semua dgn segera"
amin.

Thursday, December 16, 2010






don't be shock when someone seems very perfect
actually just a perfake





Wednesday, December 15, 2010

sequel




if you love your country
people call it
a patriot or patriotic


but in my case
i love my school, my old school
so
should it be schoolitic? *ewwww


i call it


SASERIOTIC!





Tuesday, December 14, 2010






"that is a place we used to be"
. . .


handphone kita sama?
how? waw. don't ask me how it's happened

is it fated to be?
i prefer coincidence as the word
*maybe









:)

i hardly try to smile
then continue watching





Saturday, December 11, 2010

mahai




I'M A SASERIOTIC (:

*tanya kalau tak phm


first semester final exam *done!
toefl test *done!
second semester final exam *coming soon! *sigh


looking forward to finish my study (as soon as possible)
haha :)
nothing more than that for now.

yes, nothing.
*there is something, but it is not a distraction, i call it a catalyst




a proud raksaser
a very proud omegatron

kamilah putera harapan





Thursday, December 9, 2010







damn! why they are sooo f-ing easy to fall in love?


*yes, im envy with 'em







Wednesday, December 8, 2010

yes 'em




tiba tiba aku emosi malam ni
jenguk gmbr sana sini
berguna betul facebook ni

hm. terasa betul bila tgk gmbr lama aku kat saser dulu
yes, mmg dua tahun. sekejap en?
yes, mmg boys schl. bosan en?

TAK
dua tahun yg lama dan pnjg
dua tahun dgn kwn yg setia menunggu dan bersama selalu
dua tahun ikat kasih dan sayang

aku rindu
aku tak tipu
tolong lah percaya aku

banyak aku belajar kat sini
banyak sgt dah aku tempuhi
semua dah aku lalui
yang tinggal smua kenangan saki baki

aku rindu
aku tak tipu

aku nak minta ampun maaf
terutama selama aku pandu pasukan kadet aku
aku dari dulu sampai la habis sekolah ni
tak pernah sekali aku lupa saat aku dgn korg smua
aku tahu, aku tak bagus mana pn lead korg smua
tapi aku beruntung ada pasukan mcm korg

korg bersemangat
korg jitu

maafkan la smua salah silap aku
tolong la maafkan semua kesalahan aku
keterlaluan aku
kekasaran bahasa aku
aku nak buat terbaik
aku cuba terbaik
percaya la aku

aku buat semua utk korg, utk sekolah
tak ada ape pn utk aku
aku tumpang sekali je

tapi apakan daya
aku tetap gagal bawa kejayaan yg diimpikan semua
aku rasa aku gagal
hnya sebilangan kejayaan dibawa
tak cukup bagi korg kan? aku paham


aku tak cukup bagus
maafkan aku
maafkan aku
kadet pertahanan awam SASER 08/09



honestly in deep love with you all







Saturday, December 4, 2010






our pictures, still here. forever and always.





Sunday, November 21, 2010






so far away
and now i just need you here





Thursday, November 11, 2010





equal right sana sini
wanita boleh sana wanita boleh sini
apa lelaki boleh buat?
semua perempuan boleh

tapi bila masuk bab tu,
kenapa kena lelaki jugak dulu?
mana equal right?
-______________________-




Tuesday, November 9, 2010

dark blue



lama tak mengarut sana sini. (:
err, ape nak ckp tadi eh. HAH! korg kenal tak group yg sangat world-famous satu ketika dahulu ni?
bukan wonder girl, tu latest sgt.
ape? bunkface? kau ni indie sgt la.
KRU pun bukan. HAHA *bila lak KRU satu dunia kenal? ;p



ni ha! (: mst sgt kenal en? power rangers! ni frst punya power rangers kut.
time ni aku baru umur berape kerat je. nk kira jari pn tak brape nak boleh lagi.
HAHA
fav aku yg hijau tu. tapi dia tade lak dlm gmbr ni );
sedih betul.

korg pernah tgok dia berubah en? sgt dhsyt. nk berubah pn nk ada gaya smua.
haha. dia berubah nk selamat en org. yg penting, dia berubah sbb their noble heart. (:




berubah penting en? tapi. apa kata tgok yg ni pulak.



hmm. kesian. dia sgt baik. tlg org sana sini. lagi baik dari power rangers tadi act, sbb dia buat keje sorg sorg je. tapi, org bkn stakat tak be thankful with it. but, dorg keji lagi.
siap ckp dia villain smua. tuduh dia nk make up smua accdnt yg jadi.
hm, smua human kind ada limit en? mcm dia. bila dah smpai limit dia.
dia terus tukar jadi yg hitam tu. THE VENOM :D
*nak gempak je nama HAHA

tu la, bak kata org tua. bila dah tak ada baru rindu. bila dah tak ada baru cari.
manusia manusia. masa dia depan mata, kau tanak appreciate kau kutuk smua. kau tak nmpk ape dia buat. KAU BUTA!
-.-
emo sat. jap jap, rest 5min


. . .

. . . . ..

. . . .. ... .



*after 5 minutes
HEHE

ok ok, wht im trying to say is about TRUST, trustworthiness. (:
sometime, org dah nampak smua. kau dah nmpk. kau dah taw. tapi kau still tak pcaya.
kenapa?
kesian superhero ni. dah baik smua. tapi org tak pcaya.
hm. kalau dia jadi jahat? org kutuk pulak. *sigh



cuba try pecaya skit mamat tu (:





Saturday, November 6, 2010








to arrange every little words and express it to you that "i like you"
isn't as easy as clicking the "like" button in Facebook






Friday, November 5, 2010






random?
yeaaaa i know, but still. it's not-too-random-babe
HEHE
i'm eagerly want to know you (:





Thursday, November 4, 2010






LOSER LOSER LOSER

-.-
yea, u can call me that over and over again





Sunday, October 31, 2010

down to earth






world is flat? *circle stupid!

i want to run away!
*stupid! you're not running away, you just run closer to her





Friday, October 22, 2010

stoned





So you think

you can stone me

and spit me

in the eyes?

So you think

you can love me

and leave me

to die

In your eyes?




Thursday, October 21, 2010

glory glory city!







WAH!
tersgt hebat. haha.
superrrb gila skrg ni.
tak sia sia aku gaduh gn nu'man pasal kau.
tak sia sia aku support kau masa kau kalah teruk
tak sia sia aku jerit kuat kuat masa korg menang dgn arsenal last season
tak sia sia aku duduk tgok match kau sorg sorg kat common room tuah dulu
tak sia sia aku susah payah cari jersey kau sana sini
tak sia sia aku kena kutuk gila babi sbb support kau
tak sia sia aku practice selalu dgn team kau bila main FIFA. HAHA

now aku boleh chill and relax pakai jersey kau dgn bangga sana sini.
:DD
tu lah, sape suruh fart-the-son yg tua tu jual tevez kat city?
kan dah nyesal tak ingt dunia. HAHAHA!


now org tua tu nak hantar rooney lak kat city?
terbaik!
mmg lagi mantap lepas ni. lai lai leng cai!
city mmg tmpt paling best utk rebelion main.
HAHA!

lepas ni lingkup en terus setan merah. ((:



Tuesday, October 19, 2010

F





am why effe end

*translate



M Y F N

*translate again


Miss You Fitrah Nabilah

(:









Sunday, October 17, 2010







"You were drink, smoke, and such a slut.

but i still love you"




maya, william hayes's daughter.
definitely, maybe








Saturday, October 16, 2010




I HATE YOU!

you fucking my life!
you pissed on my face!
you kick my ass with your bitch leg!


you are nothing more than a miserable for me
your stubborn big head will never understand my feeling, my heart, and even myself.


OUH, GOD DAMN IT!
I'M FUCKING HATE YOU!









"ouh god, why your name still stuck here? here in my head, somewhere inside here.
what is this?" *sigh




Thursday, October 14, 2010

beautiful? HOT?







i'm a boy, so idk why. i'm just giving sort of opinion ere (:



if a boy, walk to a girl.
and said
" omg, you r beautiful "
be proud girls
he is telling the truth

:)


if a boy, walk to a girl.
and said
" omg, you hot "
then, act there is notin. so dont proud of it.
he not looking at you
he looking at yours.

HAHA!
*you knw wht i mean right?







yes, you are beautiful F (:
TQ



Monday, October 11, 2010

L word






i just dont get it. why ppl easily express their "love" to someone else. evnto they dont have any feeling to the othr person -.-


i'm a narrow minded person?
I DONT CARE






Sunday, October 10, 2010





i never fell for anyone
i never needed to
but somehow i just find myself
in need someone like you

so how should i go up to you?
and tell you how i needed you

i think i have to help myself
or else i'd be a fool
seeing you with someone else
just break my heart in two





Friday, October 8, 2010

-.-



such a pathetic.
dont judge me if you dont even know wht happen to me ok?


berubah?
kepala kau. -.-
ah, lantak lah org nk ckp ape. dorg ada mulut boleh ckp. aku bayar zakat bkn utk tutup mulut dorg. tp menyedih en lah kau. nak ckp aku berubah bagai.
HAHA
kau taw je hidup aku cmne? kau bkn taw aku buat ape smua. so bttr u keep ur mouth shut!




ok, enough with cursing ni.
*sigh~

*tarik nafas *lepas
HAHA!



aku jumpa girl mcm kau
sumpah ada gaya kau
sangat


just dia nampak matured lg la
and
sekali tgok aku terus terbayang kau masa dah masuk U semua
haih


believe me, kau mst kena kejar puluhan atau mungkin ratusan lelaki
percaya la

and now nak pakai braces pulak
hm

habis sekolah
rambut dye brown skit.
hm



hope u enjoy ur life after school (:





Wednesday, October 6, 2010

FIFA 10








superb match! but still a loser -.-
aku kalah time 2nd round. with my own roomate
cett, apasal la satu group gn dia.
but nvm.
aku kalah bermaruah *alasan nk sedap en hati. HAHA
tp serious match of the day.
dia lead dulu aku kut, one nile
-.-
akibat corner kick. damn!
gol ayam!
HAHA

aku dah down. tp aku tak hirau en pyokong yg tak habis habis support Barcelona -.-
tapi aku? the only person using MANCHESTER CITY in this game.
hebat en?
evnto aku guna city yg smua org pelik sbb aku guna team ni.
still, i win with proud on the frst round 4-1 HAHA!

sambung balik.
tiba tiba, robinho dpt bola *SHOOT!
what-a-GOAAAL!
superb sial!
equaliser! terbaik!
tapi xde extra time, terus penalty shoot out. damn -.-
aku kalah 6-5 kat penalty. hebat gila en?
HAHA
sengit nak mampus. padahal city je en? (:


*tu la, dia g smbhyg asar dulu.
kau nk tggu dah hbs baru smbhyg -.-









currently sgt happy.
gedik punya fifi ((:



Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Universiti Malaya







when i trying to find happiness and enjoy my life
suddenly
what i found is just
EMPTINESS
-.-


this is not me
not i'm used to be.
(:
*so stop it







last but not least,
honestly im fell in love with Universiti Malaya
*i dont know why, but i felt my life suppose to be like that -.-




Monday, October 4, 2010

missed call




answer my call please?
damn missing you now.

just you can stop what you already started.
):

i need you now
and i'm not lying




Sunday, October 3, 2010

please




please arie, don't start it again
don't start crying again.

rugi air
air mahal skrg ni
-.-
merepek


its ok, she not meant to be with you. (:



Saturday, October 2, 2010

yes, you






i'm desperate for your voice






you







i'm totally believe tht you don't even need me to happy and enjoy ur life (:








next year






just a few months left.
is that enough?
-.-

idts





Friday, October 1, 2010

emak




tolong laaaa!
cari la phone tu.
cari
curi
amik
sorok tmpt lain!

txt aku cpt!
rindu txt kau ):



Wednesday, September 29, 2010

vending machine

first day


balik openhse

dahaga gila
cari vending machine
nak 7 up!
masuk rm 1.30
adoi!
tempat syiling rosak
trpaksa guna rm 2
xde balance lak tu
-_____-

*tekan 7 up
tunggu tunggu
o.O
kuar kuar pepsi.
SHIT!





second day


aku dahaga
so kena beli air.

pergi kat vending machine
cari 7 up, AH! ada!
masuk rm1.30
tekan 7 up

*tak keluar
tekan tekan tekan!
-..-
tertekan aku!
baru nk curse sana sini *tak sabar
baru keluar

fuh lega.
dpt minum.
*pegang tin
adoi! tak sejuk pulak!

ish.
takpe la. minum je.
*buka tin
BRUSST!
adoi! apesal lak gas ni kuar smpai melimpah ni!
-.-
dpt minum half tin je.













not evrytin yg kita nk, kita bole dpt
evnto kita dah letak effort yg spatut ye.

aku dah letak dah rm1.30
mmg effort yg spatut ye.

aku dah siap pilih.
spatut ye kuar la air yg aku nak.
ni kuar air lain. -.-

bila dah kuar air yg aku nak.
tak kena pulak.
haih
tak sejuk la, melimpah la.



so jgn letak hope tggi sgt evrytime buat sumtin (:
tu vending machine. kalau hidup aku sndr cmne?
-.-

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

miss you




" i miss you "

this word maybe just a common word for you
but it's not for me.


now i'm totally confuse either you have the same thoughts with me or not. -.-




Thursday, September 23, 2010

darling (:




meet my darling!

OMG!

i love you sooo much <3



*bkn warna sebenar. kutip kat google je ni. malas snap. (: original clr lg lawa. hehe




Wednesday, September 22, 2010




few days ni aku pakai cincin.
why?



don't ask me why.
-.-





Tuesday, September 21, 2010

beraya




ok, terkejut semua ada time mama dia call aku.
sumpah. aftr all thing tat hppn. sgt tak sgka mama dia nk call aku.
pdhal aku mmg nk cntact mama dia. nk mintak maaf smua.
tp aku rasa not now la, ape la, take time gila.
last last mama dia yg cntact dulu.
MALU!
SEGAN!

TERKEJUT -.-

and now dia ajak aku dtg sana beraya. aku lak, errrr.
ok ok.
think positive. (: just beraya as friends. coz nxt year pn tataw cmne en? smpat ke tak smua.
so aku decide pgi je sana.
ok cool.



tp byk kena cancel ni -____-

1. balik rawang teman ibu aku, sbb ayah aku g Brisbane *cancel
2. amik hadiah anugerah cemerlang utk taman aku *cancel
3. community service utk college aku. kena siap en 10 jam. ingt nk settle en 8jam jumaat tu *cancel
3. hang gn lydia, dah la dia nk tlg aku bwk fitrah *pun cancel



haih. xpe, next year myb tak smpat raya gn dia.
so aku tak kesah cancel smua bnda bagai ni.

aku pergi (:




Monday, September 20, 2010







ARGGHHH!

merepek arie! merepek! semua merepek!



i hate this feeling. i dont like it at all.
please go! go away!

i dont need this!
i dont want it!










i prefer it to be empty. no love please (:







ape aku merepek ni?
-.-
lupa en semua post aku.
mengarut semua.



leave me alone




no love, not now (:






hellah luyah!
aku pn tataw cmne spelling yg btl.
:D
so bedal je.



just nk thnks to all my friends (:
sumpah korg bg semangat semua.
judge all the things balik.
jgn ikut perasaan semua.


thnks aina, hanisah, faeez, tek, kamarul.
sudi jgk korg dgr bebelan aku.



THANKS SEMUA!





"err, fi. u nak tak jd partner i utk prom i?"
tu je ayat trbaik yg aku dpt figure out skrg. -.-
tolong!



tear dear please disappear

dia sudah happy dgn hidup baru dia.
kwn dia semua.

hidup dia lain la.
sgt lain gn aku.
sbb tu aku ssh nk paham dia semua.

ok ok, chill.
bagus la dia dah happy bagai. aku da taw, dia mst cpt je happy.
mcm tak kenal lak dia. 4 tahun dah kenal dia. taw sgt perangai bagai dia -.-

its a good thing la. (:
good utk dia.


dah lah arie, now focus kat study kau.
jgn fikir ape ape. buat mcm dulu boleh tak?
kat saser knp kau bole je study bagai even kau ada prob smua?
kau boleh je tolak tepi semua ni? now kenapa tak boleh?
chill.
aku sure kau boleh. kena yakin je weh.


boy mmg need girl. and aku, just a girl. tak perlu byk bagai.
ntah, aku need as guide. aku rasa hidup aku ada hala tuju kalau ada girl.
kalau tak aku meliar bagai.
tak pe. try buat cm pmr dulu.
kau tade girl pn. bole je kau excel bagai.
kau tak ddk hostel pn. bole je kau study semua.


aku yakin kau boleh! (:







kalau ada org baca, cuba jwb soalan ni.
korg rasa, ada beza tak bila sumone ckp kat korg "aku rindu kau" dgn "i miss you"? kalau ada
ape beza dia. jgn ckp bahasa english gn melayu! -.-




Sunday, September 19, 2010

Saturday, September 18, 2010

why?



aku pun tak paham, diri sendiri pun tak paham.
ape aku nak sebenar ye ni?
aku sgt tak paham.
ape tak kena lg ni?



aku tak paham.
tolong la bagi aku paham.


aku bodoh!
aku bodoh!
aku bodoh!

sgt sgt BODOH!
sape?

AKU!
bodoh!


kenapa mcm ni?
aku tak paham.








tolong



family

banyak betul open house skrg ni.
kwn sana invite, kwn sini invite.
:)
best sgt. tp aku tak dpt pergi smua yg invite hujung minggu ni la.
soryy sgt ye.
aku ingt nk spend masa gn family aku.
plus aku penat sgt lak skrg ni. tataw la knp. myb aku pn not in a good mood kut.
*sigh


aku mmg nk spend extra time gn fam aku.
lg lg ayah aku nnt nk fly g brisbane, aussie fr two or three month.
so aku nk spend gn dia dulu
risau la weh.
soryy ye kwn kwn. rumah sape yg aku tak g tuh.





last but not least,
thnks fi (: u carved a smile on my face again.

"im here for u :) u can share ur prob or anything with me"





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